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couldn't go to bible study or church last week and it made me le sad. :( i had to go all the way out to golden to visit the grandparents. i was looking forward to having some time alone with them and stuff but then uncle cyrus and aunt samantha came over and it was le suck. those two are so in-your-face hardcore christian. aunt sam tries so hard to pretend to be nice but i hate it. she just spends all her time really sweetly criticizing me, and then uncle cy goes and drags mom into another corner and asks her all these stupid questions about me, like am i taking medicine and how that's so wrong and she should just let the lord go to work in my life and i will be healed, and i must not be praying hard enough and neither is she if i'm still "tormented." yeah uncle cy, thanks, i guess it's all my fault i'm being "tormented by demons" or whatever the frack. ugh he sucks. and all the while aunt sam is like "don't you think you should grow your hair out, you're not going to get any dates looking like that, sweetheart" or like "you're so beautiful but you hide it, why don't you put on some makeup and show off a little?" why don't you leave the goddamn hell alone?! last time we saw them mom actually got into like a huge shouting match with uncle cy, it was kind of funny. they were in the other room but i could still totally hear then, he was like, "those drugs aren't going to fix her brain, the doctors just want your money," and mom's trying to be all nice, and then uncle cy's like, "all she needs is some time with the lord and some faith healing," and mom's like, "oh, that's right, like the faith healing that cured her father of his sleeping around!" and uncle cy just shut right the frack up, HAHAHAHAHA. i started laughing and aunt sam got all tight-lipped. anyway, then mom really let go and just let uncle cy have it and he was all like, "aw, come on, that's not fair..." and mom's like, "neither is you telling me how to raise my child! raise your own kid!" which is funny because my cousin is like seven years older than me and he just ran off to join the army. they were so happy when he did that. god i wanna barf.
anyway, i really wrote this so i could share this cool website i found: http://www.twloha.com/
i think i'll buy a tshirt or something. you should too.
-'shua