hey guys, back again.
so i got all excited because phil posted a video of the awesome conversation i had with youth group peeps on the st. jude's youth group website (which is here) but when i watched it i saw that there was a whole bunch of stuff missing from our talk. i looked at an earlier post and it looks like the priests watched it before it got posted - they must have told phil to cut a bunch of it.
i felt sooo mixed up when i saw it, you guys, first i thought i was mad and wanted to wreak some havoc, but then i just felt sad, like a sadness that was bottomless. i was like, "what the hell is everyone so afraid of? it's like uncle cyrus all over again! no one wants to talk about real life, what the frack?!"
so then i just felt mixed up and lonely and i felt myself starting to crawl back into the place i'd been before like i went into the psych ward, so i sat and prayed for like two hours, just listening to tool and rocking back and forth trying to clear my head. sounds crazy, but still better than the ways i used to deal with it.
anyway, i felt better later and then i decided to check my email and found something awesome: phil had sent me the full video - like, the pre-cut one!!!!!! so i sat there watching it and thought, well what the hell is stopping me from doing what i want with it? i thought about asking the others but i changed my mind because this is just way to important and besides they didn't really say anything that i thought they wouldn't want to share, it was just me. i didn't even really "disclose" anything or whatever, it was just a really great talk. i don't know what the hell the chief priests were all pissed about...
anyway, i've asked phil to post the videos here - you can check them out.
thanks everyone, and shalom.
try and stop me from telling the truth, satan. i dare you.
-'shua
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